Checking back in...
Wow, I hadn't realized it's been that long since I've written... life has been more than busy.
Something happened two weeks ago that has my rape circling around in my head again. It was with a new guy I just started seeing... it's such a long, confusing story, that I can't even begin to get into it now... I'm still digesting it... processing it... trying to still sort out how I feel about everything... we haven't spoken a word since he dropped me off that night... after one of the most confusing weekends of my life. No text, email, smoke signal... nothing... it's too weird if we never speak again and clarify all that happened, but maybe that's all that it was meant to be... time will tell...
Now that I'm moved into my new place as of last week, and have internet and cable now, I can get back into life again... a routine like I had before this move 18 months ago...
Ok, amigos... love you all... be back soon... :)
Something happened two weeks ago that has my rape circling around in my head again. It was with a new guy I just started seeing... it's such a long, confusing story, that I can't even begin to get into it now... I'm still digesting it... processing it... trying to still sort out how I feel about everything... we haven't spoken a word since he dropped me off that night... after one of the most confusing weekends of my life. No text, email, smoke signal... nothing... it's too weird if we never speak again and clarify all that happened, but maybe that's all that it was meant to be... time will tell...
Now that I'm moved into my new place as of last week, and have internet and cable now, I can get back into life again... a routine like I had before this move 18 months ago...
Ok, amigos... love you all... be back soon... :)
posted by The Missing Link at 8/03/2010 09:05:00 PM
1 Comments:
Hey i know kinda can relate i just got unengaged to a psychopath that treated me too simular to statutory rapist when i was 14..... i wish there were laws against screwing a girl and hurting a girl knowing their past history and all.... i'm kinda hurt but can't exactly tell anyone and everyone keeps bringing him up or reminding me about the wedding date when i just want to forget about him and move on.... i'm kinda hurt.... extreamly hurt.... though no one understands.
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